Learning that you have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) explains a lot of interpersonal relationship issues that arise. Here, let me grab a list of symptoms and share them with you. It should illustrate what I’m referring to. Behavioral: Antisocial behavior Compulsive behavior Hostility Impulsivity Irritability Risk-taking behaviors Self-destructive behavior Self-harm Social isolation Lack of restraint Mood: Anger Anxiety General discontent Guilt Loneliness Mood swings Sadness Psychological: Depression Distorted self-image Grandiosity Narcissism Also common: Thoughts of suicide Please note that this is not an exhaustive list of all symptoms of BPD, and that everyone experiences the disorder differently. If you…
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I just remembered how on Monday night, or Tuesday morning I got so upset I swallowed 4 gulps of pills. An entire handful. I had to take four swigs of water to get them all down. Then, I laid down and waited and fear sank in and I tired to up-chuck them. That didn’t work. So, I just went back to sleep. Woke up about an hour later to this ungodly ringing in my ears. Realized it was a sign of the end coming, so I went back to sleep so I wouldn’t have to be awake for the…