• My Thoughts

    When Free Speech Gets You Fired, Democracy Is in Danger

    September 30, 2025

    On September 10, 2025, a political activist was assassinated by a lone gunman. I hadn’t planned to write about it, but a Washington Post article pushed me to speak up. The piece, “In Wisconsin swing district, criticism of Charlie Kirk sparks backlash”, reported that a Wisconsin teacher was placed on paid leave after posting online remarks about Charlie Kirk. Her words angered people in her small rural town—and politicians jumped on it. Kirk had said that having a Second Amendment means accepting some lives will be lost. The teacher called his words “hate” and said people “can’t be upset.” Were…

  • Journal Entry

    To Muster Sleep

    January 11, 2024

    Explore the frustrating journey of dealing with a cracked phone screen, insurance woes, and customer service mishaps. Discover the emotional toll it takes on the author and their struggles with insomnia. Dive into the world of restless thoughts and restless nights.

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    Frustration Juice

    December 5, 2023

    I feel like being creative. But, I feel a block. I want to write, but I can’t get anything out. There’s just too many words to choose from. I tried blackout poetry and a good poem came out but I don’t have the inspiration to draw. The person who taught us said we don’t have to focus on drawing if we’re not good at it. I used to be good at it, I am no longer. I know I can regain the skill if I practice at it but I don’t even know where to start with it. I don’t…

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    Nap

    November 28, 2023

    After a refreshing nap, frustration lifted, and I tackled my obligations. Discussing persistent outbursts with the prescriber, I set up PCP and therapy appointments post-RogersBH. Exploring a website tool for business prospects, though pricey, tempts me. Meanwhile, a dynamic blog post tool empowers me to schedule a month's worth, enhancing website traffic and SEO.

  • Journal Entry - Therapy

    Breathe… 1, 2, 3.

    November 17, 2023

    I refrained from blogging yesterday to allocate time for a one-on-one session with my therapist, delving into significant aspects of childhood trauma. It's an arduous process, but imperative for personal growth. Simultaneously, my day off facilitated substantial progress on a friend's website, contributing to my evolving portfolio. Additionally, the escalating costs of various necessities present a considerable challenge in contemporary times. The intricate nature of adult responsibilities remains an ongoing struggle.

  • Journal Entry - Therapy

    Today I’m having trouble with… PEOPLE

    November 8, 2023

    For the most part, I really enjoy the treatment program that I’m in. I feel that CBT & DBT really resonate with me. Not only does it make logical sense, but it’s very relaxed and forgiving. I really think that had it been strict and regimented, I would be in opposition to it the whole time. Everything that I’ve learned through treatment has proven useful in a lot of ways. Not only with addiction recovery, but depression, anxiety, mood stabilization, dealing with stressors, and more. Today, however… Today has been difficult. I left the house feeling annoyed today. I don’t…