Agency belongs to that which screams the loudest, right? If no, then correct any misgivings, but rightly so, we shall see that in due course, a right path has been sown. We find ourselves a full flock of sheep, yet we find ourselves compelled by the provided abundance. Give forth, bear fruit. Then there are times in which we honor the time in which we are scheduled. Confliction. Complication. That is what it all comes down to, am I wrong? What level of —–ship and to whom does it bel–ng. SYLLABLES ARE MISSED, FOLKS. that’s the whole point

Let’s just call it out—we’ve all been pretending. I’ve done it too. I’ve built versions of me that looked brave and balanced while parts of me were burning backstage. The costume itches, the script is stale, and honestly, I’m done performing. The Moment I Dropped the Prop One day I noticed how small I’d made myself trying to look “big enough.” The stuff I thought defined me—possessions, titles, even being “put together”—turned out to be anchors, not wings. When I loosened my grip on all that, nothing magical happened—just silence. And in that silence, I finally heard something real: me.…

They named it a thorn — the scratch they found on their skin one summer when loneliness bit harder than the sun. At first, they told stories of how it bled, how it scabbed, how it made them special in a town too small for difference. Their friends nodded, offered bandages, believed it was deeper than it was. So they limped, they winced, they stitched new sorrow around it — each thread a borrowed ache. Years passed. They learned to walk with a limp no one asked for, to spin every silence into a sermon on how to suffer beautifully.…

Aside from exercise, of which there is time tomorrow; one of my goals this weekend was to develop my spirituality. I originally thought I would be refreshing my memory of Buddhist teachings however, I’ve been feeling drawn to tarot cards. So, I did some very simple spreads for myself. I asked if I should hone my psychic abilities. The cards said that I would be poor because I would give everything away. They said that I have a lot of self-doubt to work on. That I should work on manifesting harmony and blissful relationships. Harmony & blissful relationships sound easy…