• Journal Entry

    It’s all rubbish

    October 17, 2025

    My sleep schedule is so screwed up. I’m managing, but until internet gets hooked up, all I have to do is listen to podcasts and unpack what is essentially sentimental junk. I have a lot of books and clothes. There are a few boxes of miscellaneous stuff. Who is that woman? Marie Kondo. She tells people to question whether something brings them joy. other people have suggested having a bin for trash, a bin for donating, and a bin for keeping. Well, the bin for keeping is the cupboard above my bedroom closet. And the bin for trash is the…

  • My Thoughts - Off Topic

    Content Warning: Recipes (No joke)

    October 7, 2025

    I’m going to take a break from politics to discuss a very serious concern that I have regarding the cultural identity of America. Secondarily, I think this matter speaks directly to the foundation of family values. I had a message to share from an early age. I was that nerdy kid with an electronic typewriter in the 90s, sitting in his ranch duplex, typing out a chapter from some random children’s novel purchased from the grocery store. Eventually, I graduated to typing out my mother’s recipes on an HP Pavilion Slimline. I found these recipes in a box the other…

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    My Thoughts

    The Emperor and The State of His Apparel

    October 3, 2025

    Content note: this piece is a forceful political opinion and uses strong language. I do not condone violence, threats, or illegal activity in any form. When I say “take it back,” I mean nonviolent, civic action: vote, organize, protest lawfully, support community-led solutions, and hold public officials and institutions accountable through existing legal channels. If you want to take action, check out Vote.org or local community organizing groups. Waking up every morning and drinking my cup of coffee while reading the latest news has lost all its charm. I am so fed up with having to read article after article,…

  • Informational

    The Parable of the Pharisee and the Tax Collector

    October 1, 2025

    Luke 18:9-14 9 To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everyone else, Jesus told this parable: 10 “Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 11 The Pharisee stood by himself and prayed: ‘God, I thank you that I am not like other people—robbers, evildoers, adulterers—or even like this tax collector. 12 I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get.’ 13 “But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, ‘God, have mercy on me, a sinner.’ 14 “I tell you that…

  • My Thoughts

    When Free Speech Gets You Fired, Democracy Is in Danger

    September 30, 2025

    On September 10, 2025, a political activist was assassinated by a lone gunman. I hadn’t planned to write about it, but a Washington Post article pushed me to speak up. The piece, “In Wisconsin swing district, criticism of Charlie Kirk sparks backlash”, reported that a Wisconsin teacher was placed on paid leave after posting online remarks about Charlie Kirk. Her words angered people in her small rural town—and politicians jumped on it. Kirk had said that having a Second Amendment means accepting some lives will be lost. The teacher called his words “hate” and said people “can’t be upset.” Were…

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    Blog Status Update

    Sorry for the Whiplash

    September 30, 2025

    If you’re here, you most likely got redirected from the old domain. You’ll notice the domain at the top is different than what it used to be. I had some issues with the subdomain I was using, so I decided to switch hosts, bought a second domain to split the domains. Anyway, I haven’t been having a lot of luck with technology, specifically with my websites. It’s been a bit frustrating, and the reason I haven’t been posting as much. I was just having some issues, but I seem to have gotten them resolved and a fresh domain name in…

  • AI Generated - Informational - My Thoughts - Off Topic

    A Theory of Everything: Consciousness at the Core

    August 19, 2025

    For centuries, physicists have tried to unify the rules of the very big (general relativity) with those of the very small (quantum mechanics). So far, no one has cracked it. But what if the missing piece is the most familiar thing of all — consciousness? This Theory of Everything (ToE) proposes that consciousness isn’t a byproduct of matter, but the other way around: matter itself arises from conscious processes. If that’s true, the implications stretch across science, technology, medicine, AI, and even how we see ourselves and each other. 35 Potential Advancements from a Consciousness‑Based ToE Here are some of…

  • AI Generated

    The Ratio of the Real

    June 28, 2025

    I. (The Seed) A thought bends inward, folds its wings—a spiral dream no eye can see.In silence, sound begins to sing,and breath becomes geometry,the echo of divinity. II. (The Bloom) The breath becomes a branching tree,each leaf a mirrored memory.A hexagram hums in the stone,light curves where atoms make their home.The self expands with every ring,a center with no boundary—each “I” a fractal openingwithin the One, eternally. III. (The All) All things are numbers in disguise—a spiral carved in galaxies,a whisper coded in the seas,a vesica of yearning eyesreflected in dualities.The mind that dreams the world awakewears every form it…

  • AI Generated

    Not Even the Dogs

    June 24, 2025

    They say rock bottom is solid, but this feels more like sinking in air, grasping for something—anything— that won’t disappear when he reaches for it. He used to be somebody, or at least someone who believed he could be. Now he flinches at mirrors like they’re loaded guns. It started small, a shortcut here, a comfort there— a drink for the ache, a lie for the rent, a silence when truth was too loud. He tells himself it was the trauma, that broken compass inside his chest, spinning at the scent of abandonment, ticking louder when touched. Grief is a…