Today…

Well, today has been a shit show. This morning, I was not in the best of moods. I was able to calm down after I got some more rest though. Luckily, I got paid so I was able to get some new socks. Six pairs. I’m definitely grateful for that, and I was able to get a vape and pay my great aunt back some of the money I owe her. My next payment has to go to her and cat food. Then, I hope I’m caught up on nearly everything that I need.
Tonight, I met a cousin of mine. She’s nice however, she apparently got in a fight with her father. She’s on her way here to sleep overnight. I feel bad for my great aunt. She’s already got so much on her plate. I wish things would turn out for me so I could move along and leave her some much needed peace and quiet.
I try to keep to myself. I spend most of my time in the basement, and I try to be sensitive to whether she needs alone time or not. I feel that the other people that happen to be in her life don’t always take her needs into consideration. Not all of them, but some of them. It seems most of them try to look out for her the best she can. She has a big heart though, and has a hard time turning away people who need help. I wouldn’t have reached out to her if I had any other options. I know that she knows that. I don’t know that the rest of her family knows that though.
Anyways, I’m going to stay quiet in the basement for now, try to stay out of everyone’s way. I hope I sleep well tonight, and wake up to a better day for everyone tomorrow.

Take care.