Money, there’s always the drive for money.

    I don’t know how long this post will be. Just setting up this blog kind of got my mind off things. I’m just so tired of struggling to get by. It’s not getting any easier either. I remember 20 years ago, they said technology would make our lives easier. I think they said that in the 50s & 60s as well. I think since then are lives have gotten more difficult in the sense of money-acquisition.

    I suppose it’s easy for some folks. I am not one of those folks. I’m just trying to live a responsible life, nothing fancy. But, here I am eating granulated sugar by the spoon & diced tomatoes from the can for dinner. It’s just exhausting having to cope with it all from a mental standpoint.

    I’ve tried so many things to make money or income. From working for an hourly wage, to managing my own business. Now, I’m getting into the blogosphere but it’s all proving useless. I don’t know what to do anymore. Maybe I’m just not meant to get ahead. I guess I don’t even want to be ahead, certainly not ahead of any one else. I just don’t want to be behind anymore.

    Anyways, I’m going to sleep or play video games. I don’t know whether sleep will work or not, it typically doesn’t. Which really sucks, because it would be a nice escape if it were reliable.